too early, maybe

Maybe too early..
Kita lupa, asik berdansa sepanjang hari, menyanyikan lagu-lagu cinta kasih
Tawa membahana menyisakan residu bahagia di langit-langit rumah
Jangan berakhir dulu hariku..

Maybe too early
Saat asap membumbung ke angkasa, kita masih kepayang dengan angan-angan indah
Bermandi hujan yang menumbuhkan daun cinta di tanah lama yg sudah sangat terluka

Maybe too early..
When finally I look into you, then find rainbow between our laugh
Sorry for not stopped mine to express the thought

Maybe too early when I'm afraid of losing you, stranger..

B, maybe you right

A: my health is getting down, even worst, I meet doctor times a week
B: you know what, the problem is not in your body but its in your head, try to let it go.. Try..

everybody knew?

if its all lie, then tell me what lie is?
cos there's no lie can last in such a long time, too long for me.

you think, you decide!

Halo Dec!

Today December comes.
Lil bit too early I guess, or maybe me haven't ready to meet them.
A month left for all dreams, resolutions, obsessions or whatever you name it.
I've almost pass this tough year, when all hope are blown away, heart and mind blaming each other, and wishing to be killed but can live longer. I don't know.
December, like a gate of a long dream I suppose leave long time ago.
I'm so lost.

After December where should I go? Which arm could I take or whose eyes would say things gonna be okay? I don't know.

Nothing can made someone wiser than problem, heartbreak or lost.
Keep moving, I said to my self.
What should I afraid from 30days when I've pass 335 hard ones?

December has come, another life and chance has arise, why should I still bother of unknown feeling called pass?

Thank you for coming early Dec, shall smiles and warm hugs of beloved people run over me. :)