the untouchable

Dear the untouchable one,
No matter how hard I try, you, still be my unreachable.
Maybe this is the line I should cross over after years try to chasing you. Im in the end of the limit.
I know thing you think I dont.
This hand might never able to touch you, the untouchable, but once in my last im praying and begging to God for giving you the best in this life time.





Sampai kapan pun tak kan berubah karena aku tak mampu mengubah yang tak ingin Dia ubah.

Hi there!!

Hi there!
Long time not posting, anyone miss me please raise your hand (okay no one, fine :'( i get my self used to it).
Well, there's nothing BIG happen except the reality im not a 'busy bitch' anymore :) left that one behind and just set a new one, a bit challenging than before or let say it will be (pray a lot).
hmmmm... and that all latest 'interesting' thing happen in .
Besides a fact i've found in phase called a 'quarter lifetime crisis' (please let me use that words, pleaseee!). Suddenly after all those storm i realize "when you get older then life become more complicated and world seems so cruel". Or maybe it just happen in me. Pressure, yeah its make breath even harder. And everything has own pressure like love to see me dying in same time.
I could handle all the pressure except from those eyes. Its perfectly blurry mine. Im sorry for things I still could make, maybe i havent try anything or maybe to find the right door to solve is about right timing.
I dont know how to handle this, I do not know how :-(.


Soon or later, im sure i'll pass this... someday I will be a better person because of this problems :)