see inside..this is my edge of desire

Young and full of running
Tell me where's that taking me?
Just a great figure 8 or a tiny infinity

Love is really nothing
But a dream that keeps waking me
For all of my trying
You still end up dying
How can it be?

Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

So young and full of running, all the way to the edge of desire
Steady my breathing, silently screaming,
"I have to have you now"
Wired and I'm tired
Think I'll sleep in my clothes on the floor
Maybe this mattress will spin on its axis and find me on yours

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me




I just dont know how to say to make you stay...just listen this song, hope you know what my heart want to say

at morning

remember this...
at morning you wake up
i am no longer at your side
sorry for always bother you,
like i used to


such spoil little girl always crying when asking a lollipop, but she grow up now and find life has more color than rainbow even a lollipop

nothing too special to celebrate, to say...still trying to be a greatful person

Hi there, I refuse join 'new trend' to blame twitter as reason not post and having it as new scripture, I just loosing way to back to write.
So many things spinning around in my tiny brain, things to think are trapped but i still cant write anything.
Till I found my self got insomnia, think too much and dont know how to express what is in my mind.
today I want share this pic



It was picture of my lil birthday surprise from one of my greatest friend in office, a day after my birthday date, thank you love, my dear dilla.
For some people birthday is a special day, the day you're born and first start to be 'someone' so they celebrate it with big party and called it as BIG day of mine, but in my 23th birthday I found there nothing too special for me to celebrate.
Like my other birthday, I have closest family greet me (actually just my mom, cos other always forgot, my father for example, but that's ok i get my self used to it years ago). This year 1 think I realize, that life is short way to: have dreams and make it real, to be good person in my own perspective, and be a human with humanity.
From this age, I dont need candle or tart any more, a sincere prayer from a good friend is enough. But I still love surpise ;)

And my pray for this year is "God please help me to always be a grateful person, no matter what life brings me to, amin"

Btw, what's your pray for your birthday this year?



Pray for goodness